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August 4th, 2015, 08:40 AM #41
I'm so sorry lace. Sending gentle hugs. (((()))) xxx
2 beautiful blue eyed boys who both own my (3 if you count DH!)
2012 2014
How strange it is to miss someone who has never existed... but now you are here, I recognised your beautiful face instantly, my little missing puzzle piece 2017
'No one knows when or how their story ends...' My wonderful mum 2014.
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August 4th, 2015, 08:51 AM #42
I'm so so sorry. Big hugs to you. Miscarriages are awful. I wish this wasn't happening to you.
Enjoying life with my crazy little DS1 2010: and DS2 2012:
Jan 15- Loss sway baby 12 wks
It's a boy!
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August 4th, 2015, 10:42 AM #43
Oh Lace I am so sorry. Its been such a hard year. Thinking of you and sending lots of love xxx
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August 4th, 2015, 10:58 AM #44
I am so sorry Lace. I was so excited to see you got a BFP - I so hoped for a wonderful turnout for you. Many hugs going out to you lady - you are a strong woman and you will figure out game plan #2 I just know it!
Married to my High School Sweetheart.
14 10 3 and our miracle (3/7/16)
Last sway for ended with a beautiful baby .
Surprise BFP Sept 2013...Ended in (D&C 11/19/13 - No HB at 11 weeks)
Tried each month with no success at pregnancy on our own from 12/13-9/14. Moved on with RE.
IUI #1 with Injectables 10/17/14 = BFN at 14 DPIUI
IUI #2 with Injectables 11/14/14 = BFN at 11 DPIUI
FET "Baby Stella" 3/17/15 = BFP betas 22,44,51,52...CP :
Donor Embryo Attempt 2 - FET 7/10/15 - BFP!!
Betas...10 p5dt = 177
12 dp5dt = 534 (30.1 hours doubling time!)
14 dp5dt = 1339 (36.2 hours doubling time!)
17 dp5dt = 3993 (45.7 hours doubling time!)
21 dp5dt = 5839 (175 hours doubling time)...trying to be positive...HRC suggested that both implanted and one didn't make it...had pink spotting on 19dp5dt please don't leave us yet little one.
23 dp5dt = 12,292!
28 dp5dt = 29,504
1 Beautiful seen at 6w3d (measuring 6w1d) 123 bpm! Heartbeat seen again at 8w3d 180 bpm!
Anatomy Scan at 17 weeks shows a happy and healthy little girl!
"Life is not what it's supposed to be. It's what it is. The way you cope with it is what makes the difference." Virginia Satir
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August 4th, 2015, 12:26 PM #45
So sorry Lace hugs, hope that you have some company or help with the boys? xx
[2012] [2013] TTC [2016/7]
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August 4th, 2015, 12:36 PM #46Moderator
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Thanks again everyone for the support. I'm really touched!
Well DH is home for today, but gone till the w/e after that...my MIL does live only minutes away so I'm sure she wouldn't mind coming over if I needed it. I just hope I start bleeding properly soon, waiting to m/c sucks so hard.Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to DS1 (2004), DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006), DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 - 6w4d
Dec 21 2015 - mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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August 4th, 2015, 02:10 PM #47
Lace, I am so incredibly sorry. So not fair. I am praying for you.
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August 4th, 2015, 02:18 PM #48
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August 4th, 2015, 07:08 PM #49
I'm so sorry to hear this Lace, I was watching your last HT cycle too. Hope you get lots of cuddles from your family to help you through. i bled for over 2 weeks before I finally felt the embryo come out
07 09 (opposite shettles) 12 (failed sway) Sway: Apr 13 Nov 13
HT#1 cycle May 14 (SART) 1 XX but BFN from Aug 14 FET...we're going to HRC 2015, BFN Mar 15 also. 3 boys in my family- that's us!!
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Oh wow, 2 weeks? That's horrible. This sounds gruesome but I'm kind of hoping I will pass something recognizable, so we can bury it and have some closure. My first loss back in 2013 was so early it was just a late AF, really, so too small to see anything. Emotionally it was so tough because it just felt like there wasn't enough closure.
I am kind of freaked that I might have RPL issues though, but I guess I will let the RE do his job and figure it out.
Today I've just been cramping a lot and just a bit of bleeding but a LOT of bloody ewcm, yuck. I hope it doesn't take too long for things to get going.Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to DS1 (2004), DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006), DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 - 6w4d
Dec 21 2015 - mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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