Bfp (but paranoid!) - unhappy update page 3

[Kittybear]

I'm so sorry lace. Sending gentle hugs. (((()))) xxx

[Junie]

I'm so so sorry. Big hugs to you. Miscarriages are awful. I wish this wasn't happening to you.

[Summerstown]

Oh Lace I am so sorry. Its been such a hard year. Thinking of you and sending lots of love xxx

[Beans626]

I am so sorry Lace. I was so excited to see you got a BFP - I so hoped for a wonderful turnout for you. Many hugs going out to you lady - you are a strong woman and you will figure out game plan #2 I just know it!

[Mulberry Smurf]

So sorry Lace hugs, hope that you have some company or help with the boys? xx

[LacePrincess]

Thanks again everyone for the support. I'm really touched!

So sorry Lace hugs, hope that you have some company or help with the boys? xx

Well DH is home for today, but gone till the w/e after that...my MIL does live only minutes away so I'm sure she wouldn't mind coming over if I needed it. I just hope I start bleeding properly soon, waiting to m/c sucks so hard.

[djmommy]

Lace, I am so incredibly sorry. So not fair. I am praying for you.

[twointow83]

Well I guess I was right to be paranoid. I'm starting to miscarry this bean, today is 6w4d. Sh!t.

Was spotting a bit of brown over the weekend, but didn't worry too much. This morning started to spot pink and checking internally had slightly blood tinged ewcm. Did a HPT and the line is fading out, so that's that.

The timing is just rotten (not that there's ever a good time to m/c!) as DH is leaving for new city for new posting today, so I get to have the 'fun' of miscarrying by myself too. The 4lbs I managed to put on in the last two weeks is also rather depressing to me. This sucks so damned hard.

So many HUGS and prayers for you and your family. I am beyond sorry for your loss.

[WannaGirl]

I'm so sorry to hear this Lace, I was watching your last HT cycle too. Hope you get lots of cuddles from your family to help you through. i bled for over 2 weeks before I finally felt the embryo come out ��

[LacePrincess]

I'm so sorry to hear this Lace, I was watching your last HT cycle too. Hope you get lots of cuddles from your family to help you through. i bled for over 2 weeks before I finally felt the embryo come out ��

Oh wow, 2 weeks? That's horrible. This sounds gruesome but I'm kind of hoping I will pass something recognizable, so we can bury it and have some closure. My first loss back in 2013 was so early it was just a late AF, really, so too small to see anything. Emotionally it was so tough because it just felt like there wasn't enough closure.

I am kind of freaked that I might have RPL issues though, but I guess I will let the RE do his job and figure it out.

Today I've just been cramping a lot and just a bit of bleeding but a LOT of bloody ewcm, yuck. I hope it doesn't take too long for things to get going.