Due in December 2014 - Jan/Feb 2015

[coocoobananas]

Oh Rosie no. I am so sorry, how heartbreaking for you.
I know how much you want this.
How do those growths happen??
Thinking of you lots and big big hugs!!!

[Sunflower3]

I'm so sorry Rosie. Sending you hugs and praying for you.

[lala22]

Oh no Rosie- I don't quite know what a molar pregnancy is but I am so so sorry. I was hoping and praying for good news. I hope you have the support you need at home.

[FutureMiniMe]

I'm so sorry you are going through this hon! I was thinking about you all day. Prayers to you and your family.

[Abifasc]

Oh my goodness Rosie I'm so so so sorry. Big hugs honey. Praying for you.

[Rosie85]

Complete molar pregnancy. An egg with no genetic information is fertilized by a sperm. The sperm grows on its own, but it can only become a lump of tissue. It cannot become a fetus. As this tissue grows, it looks a bit like a cluster of grapes. This cluster of tissue can fill the uterus.

That is the info I found. My uterus is very large...The size if it were carrying twins. This explains my lack of morning sickness as well. Thank you for the condolences ladies and coocoo...yes I wanted this so badly. I am angry I wasted 10 weeks growing a mass thinking foolishly that it was a baby. I hate that after all my hard work for months it was all for nothing and I can't even conceive again anytime soon. It isn't fair at all and frankly I'm just pissed off at the universe.

[Rosie85]

To make matters worse we had just told everyone two days ago about the pregnancy. Those were not fun phone calls to make today taking it all back.

[lala22]

Oh Rosie- you're allowed to be pissed off at the world right now. Life has a way of being very unfair at times. I'm not sure if it's helpful for you to do right now- for some people wallowing for a bit is necessary and for some looking at the positives is important but look at those three littles you have now that are healthy and here and hopefully they will help you get through this. So many positive thoughts heading your way.

[odd]

Oh rosie. I really don't have words. It's not fair and shouldn't happen to good people. My heart breaks for u :-(

I'd never even heard of molar pregnancy before - god, if it's not one thing, it's another with pregnancies. I'm sooooo sorry. *hugs*

[Rosie85]

Thank you ladies. Your words mean a lot to me. I am so glad I have support here. I am so excited for all of you for your healthy pregnancies so keep on keeping on! I will be dipping out soon and leaving the site for a bit but all my well wishes are with you all.