No symptoms and digital test wrong?!

[SamS_TTCPink]

Yeah I had to go, it's a "Good Friday" tradition and yeah we did have a cake etc for DS2.

It didn't help that my brother and his girlfriend came and she was horrible towards our kids and they were talking about my brothers "little girl" and when I asked what that meant (cause he has no kids) they were talking about a girl he is teaching to swim but then went on to say about when he does have kids he will have a girl.

I spent the whole time trying not to cry and in pain and so tired. I also hate that I can't even tell my mum as we don't have a good relationship at all and all I'd cop would be abuse and insults and crap (like I'll get when we do have a successful pregnancy and tell them) when I wish I could just tell her and have a shoulder to cry on and someone to hug me and support me.

This whole thing seriously sux.

Thank you all for your love and virtual hugs!! 💜💜💜

I guess I should stop posting all this under the pregnancy thread. 😢

Houseofblue I hope things are looking more positive for you! 😊 I'll just have to live through your pregnancy updates for the next couple of months or so. 😉


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[Marika]

Oh, Mumofsix I am out of words about how terribly sorry I feel for you - both the loss but also that you had to go through this painful family gathering while trying to keep calm and not show your feelings. So sad about your mother and brother, you would really have needed a hug and a shoulder to cry on.

I big hug to you!

[Houseofblue]

Mumofsix...so sorry you had to endure that visit Sorry about your bro and his gf too. Sorry about your mom hon...I haven't told my mom either b/c she is not supportive of us having anymore kids, so if this PG ends I'm going to pretend like it never happened (as far as my mom is concerned).
Thank you for your positivity Mum...I'm expecting anything, about half of my PG's end in m/c so only time will tell.
We are all here for u hon xo

[SamS_TTCPink]

Thank you Houseofblue.

I still have everything crossed that it's all going to work out for you and that you've got a sticky pink bean! Can't wait to hear how your scan goes on Tuesday. 😊


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[Houseofblue]

Thank you Mum. I hope to see you back on the ttc train very soon...I bet your rainbow will be your little girl. xo My mom's neighbor had 3 girls and desperately wanted a boy...after her 3rd dd she (the mom) had 5 m/c's (found out she had developed a thyroid problem after DD3), she went on meds and had a baby boy. I really, really think your next LO will be your dd. Thinking of you...I hope you are able to get through the Easter weekend okay. Big hugs

[essnce629]

So so sorry to hear this! (((HUGS))) to you and sending you lots of healing vibes your way.

[Babybeaublue]

I want to fly out to Australia and punch your brothers girlfriend in the face. Sorrynotsorry
I am sorry tho for your loss reading what you went thru is heartbreaking ((hugs))

[SamS_TTCPink]

Thanks Babybeaublue. 💜