TTC BLUE in October?

[jmomof3girls]

It must be catching I am seriously fighting myself right now too. I feel complete and I feel the desire is fading. I am in turmoil and considering delaying. I'm not sure if it's fear?
I see little toy cars or trains and think no don't give up but then go in circles again.

Maybe I'm not ready.

I'm glad to hear I'm not the only one. The other ladies on this site seem so sure.

[True Blue]

I was . . . Even DH is shocked at my turmoil. I had a few tears trying to come to terms with what exactly I'm feeling.

[jmomof3girls]

So was I. Maybe it's just the fear of our gender dream not coming true

[True Blue]

So was I. Maybe it's just the fear of our gender dream not coming true

I think this could be it and I take it as an indicator of not being emotionally ready?
What do you think? Maybe cold feet?

[Midwest_Complex]

True Blue- SAME. I was SO certain & so sure. We even ended up TTC a few times in September & then I freaked out & was so relieved when I got my period. I went to Target today, (target is a MAJOR baby boy fever trigger for me) & I was super sad seeing all of the baby boy stuff... but not sad enough that I feel ready to take the plunge.

My kids ages have to be a factor too though. I have an almost 3 yr old & a 5 yr old... I thought it would be easier with them older, but it's like a whole new set of worries and issues to deal with.

[jmomof3girls]

Yes, I think this is definitely what's going on with us. This will be our last try and with that comes extra pressure. I would love another girl but that means I'll NEVER have a boy and I'm not sure I'm able to face that right now. I'm glad you understand.

[True Blue]

I think I'm going to keep going with the supps and plan as normal just in case and if by attempt month I still feel the same then maybe delay until decided yes or no.
I don't want to stop only to discover this is a wobble and have messed up our sway.

[True Blue]

Yes, I think this is definitely what's going on with us. This will be our last try and with that comes extra pressure. I would love another girl but that means I'll NEVER have a boy and I'm not sure I'm able to face that right now. I'm glad you understand.

This - the pressure of a last shot!!

[jmomof3girls]

I'm so glad to know that I'm not the only one feeling this way. Thank you true blue and Midwest.

[jmomof3girls]

This - the pressure of a last shot!!

It's terrifying! I'm such a wimp.