Uk SMOG Wannabes ~ January

[deaks66]

Just a quickly before i head out to preschool,

Babymad, im also sending you masses of love right now. Wish i could give you a big hug in real life and say something to make this less hard for you. Im so glad you found out as you have plenty of time now to shed some tears and then look forward to your wonderful little bundle arriving. Are you ok hun?

[deaks66]

Pinga, i didnt want to dash off without giving you a hug too. I dont know how anyone manages without their mums around so you are amazing!

[deaks66]

Just popped on before going to bed...

Oh Babymad - HUGE hugs!!! I hope you are doing ok.... I know there is nothing really that I can say... I always think of my brother when I feel particularly sad. He was soooo close to my Mum and he always got around her with a hug and some sweet-talking. He always had time out to see her! So we can and WILL have close and special relationships with our boys!!
Take care, hon.

My brother is just like that too

[Inglewood]

Babymad, don't know what to say other than I truly and honestly always believed had I swayed and had another boy then he was meant to be here, to be part of our family and I was meant to be a mum of boys. I couldn't imagine life without my ds2 (a major mummy's boy) who like ur ds3 is a cuddly, loving wee boy and he is amazing, just as I am sure ur baby will be. You mentioned before you bond quickly with your babies, so this little guy is gonna be super lucky to have a fab mum and dad and great brothers to show him lots and to love him. Can imagine the next wee while will be tough, esp if DH doesn't know, but you will prob feel better in the long run for knowing? I feel so guilty now about my GD when ds2 was born, found it hard to bond straight away, that's why I need to know this time, so I never felt like that again when my baby arrived. I have prob been been much more closer to ds2 over the past 5yrs than I prob was to ds1 at a young age. Congratulations, he'll be another wee man for you to love dearly!

Sending you lots of hugs. xx

[Inglewood]

Pinga, huge hugs to you too. It can't be easy not having your mum around. x

[littlemisswilko]

But we did manage to find the baby with my Doppler last night! I let dp find it, at first he was wowing at my heartbeat pmsl!

hahahaha what are fellas like pmsl!!!

[littlemisswilko]

I went to bed last night at 5pm until-8pm when dp when dp went food shopping. And I caught up on some telly, then watched the gypsy blood programme on 4 I wished I hadn't it made me feel really sick (all the blood, killing rabbits, chickens, bambi) and so sad for those boys. Don't like to judge people from an edited documetary but it's really hard not to.

i watched half an hour of it last night and had to turn away when they had them chickens fighting. im guessing the chicken killed the other chicken but i felt so sad. Especially when all the children were stood around watching and that bloke was willing the chicken to 'finish the other one off' just so horrid. No child should have to see that. Imagine thinking back on your childhood with memories of that?? just horrid!

[littlemisswilko]

((hugs)) pinga must be so hard without your mam around! giving you a big virtual hug! xxxx

[littlemisswilko]

Babymad congratulations on you little boy! im really glad you went and had a sexing scan as now you have time to come to terms with your GD im sure your little boy is as gorgeous as ever! Hope you start to feel a lot better about the whole situation and im sure you will start to get excited about the arrival of him soon!

sending you a HUGE virtual hug! xxxx

[Lavenderlime]

Pinga sorry to hear that you lost your mum 10 years ago and I hope this anniversary is filled with lots of lovely memmories. big hugs x

babymad I really think the sexing scan was such a brave decision but the right one congratulations on your little boy. What a gorgeous little brood you'll have. I know how you must have felt because I felt my heart sink at the word it's a boy twice. But It wasn't because they were boy's but the fact that they weren't girl's IFYSWIM. You know you did your best by swaying and this was what was ment to be. Would a little shopping spre of lovely little boy bits make you feel a little better, Is there anyone in real life you can talk about it with? I felt really low for a few days but once I'd let it go talked it over with my friends it was easy to move on and focus my little boy growing in belly. Big hugs x